I hate to get all down-in-the-dumps but right now I just need to for a brief moment.
I'm tired of either being at work all day or at home doing nothing. If I was at home being able to craft, or plan, or have people over it'd be different. Now I know this kinda conflicts with my desire of being a stay-at-home wife/mother. But if you think about it, if I was able to be home all the time, I could actually DO some of the things I keep putting on a list "that I'll do later". But right now all I've been able to do is a little bit of this and that.
Plus I really want a baby....I know. People think I'm crazy cuz we just got married in December. But really, I'll be 23 this year, and I've been wanting a child for a long time. I love my little Sunbeams and my kinders, but I want my own.
I also want some friends. Some real, flesh and blood friends. Married or single doesn't matter really, I just want a friend...(I'm sorry but books and fictional characters only get me so far.) I get lonely while Andrew is out, and I miss the social interaction and getting close to someone. I miss knowing that I have someone I can count on. I also fear rejection, so I'm not one to throw myself out there in the world. Which I know you basically have to do now in this world to meet anyone.
So I will now jump off my soapbox, and continue with some other happier posts later on.
I LOVE Conference.
I love listening to the Prophet and Apostles teach us from the pulpit. They are truly great men and I am inspired by them all the time. I have had my testimony strengthened, my spirit renewed, and I wanted to share with you my love of the Gospel.
I love my Savior with all my heart. I know He knows me and loves me. I know God hears my prayers and answers them, not in my time always but in the right time, and with the right answer. I know that I was sent here to loving parents and have a purpose here on this earth. I don't know what the purpose is quite yet, but I know I'll find it ;)
If anyone is interested in my church and beliefs please click the button on my sidebar or you can go here to see some of the Conference talks.
It's truly amazing how simple the message is, and yet so profound ;)
Here you will find love, magic, bookworm favorites, Disney tips, and a family on their journey to Happy Ever After!